Oldest first, then newest.
Booyah.
Someone pull the electric impulses out of my brain and shut down the damn factory.
The noise is too loud!,
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Pardon me, while I just.. burst.
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Clouds.
I am in love with clouds.
They make me feel like I would like to reach my hand and grasp it all!.
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All my memories are not seen by me, but by the other me, from far away. I fell off from the stairs, against stone floor, with head. I was 6.
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"They hate you if you're clever and they despise a fool, till you're so fucking crazy you can't follow their rules." - John Lennon
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Starting to read "The Fall of Hyperion" by Dan Simmons. Finished the first one a days ago. Science fictional heaven!.
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Woke up from medical dream. I saw blue sand with clouds in it. And lemontrees. I was in astral projection again.
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Remember, duckies, life is only a bucket.
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I outlined myself from the flesh market. My own peace is more important.
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My comfort during the last long awake hours has been drum and base along with jungle and other beatable rythms. I think I am in heaven.
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Every morning I wake, I discover it has gone even more colder. What happened with "going slowly and steady towards the winter"?.
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Have been singing over half of a hour. My throat is so sour now, but I can't stop, cause it is one thing that makes me feel alive!.
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And I am wandering to the dreamlands, fluffers and yellow rubberboots. The imaginary worlds wait for me to come home!
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Someone shoot me for being coldhearted and numb.
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Well, I will have no "Halloween" this or any other year. It is not Estonian holiday, so why should I even bother?. Stupid mainstream.
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My today's menu consists a lot of healthy and spicey food, The Pierces and illusions of insanity.
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Can someone pack me into a red suitcase with black bubbles and small bunnies and import me to India... for example. Or choose a place 4 me!.
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Snow, c'mon!. Your light is here, but where are you!?.
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Can someone shoot my tooth, so it would stop hurting so much. Thank god I am not a huge sweet and candy friend.
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I am so sleepy, it feels like the sandbags filled with cooked flies have risen on them. Soon I am a champion of the riseing the lids.
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After a loooooong time, I finally wrote a poem. Unfinished and raw, but a poem. In Estonian.
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No one deserves to be treated like this, specially the animals. Poor fellow, who you are chained into the garage, outside, embracing day and night.
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Eddie Vedder's "Hard Sun" brings perfect ending to the day. It has been so down into the dirt and so misty. Or is it me, who's over edge.
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C-c-c-c-c-cold. I think I'd become perfect wintersleepingbear. I feed from red peanuts and dreams.
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I left behind "This life". I am new. No alcohol, no drugs, no partying. I have become a-sexual and I am completely satisfied with it!.
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Cheers to the insomniacs!
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It is almost 6 in tha morning around here. Imma going to bed nao. See you around duckies!. I won my insomniac this time.
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Wakeing up at afternoon with rage from stupid dream, discovering you have only one blanket out of four. Not part of my any plan.
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I keep coming up with new science fictional stuff. It is like my brain is on the constant roll. I can't keep it shut, and don't want to.
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6 hours and no sleep. Welcome zombie-time!.
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This is not happening. This damn dog knows how to whistle through whining. Rough, just rough. Starting in the middle of the night.. brains?.
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Plain minds and plain ideas. Caged in small cubics and boxes. Jump on 'em, jump, jump, jump. Bounce, bounce, bounce.
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I was one of the few in my class, who loved "Hamlet". Young blood on these days don't value the good ol' classical stuff.
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Just finished watching Pussycat Dolls Present: Girlicious. My secret passion is dancing and singing, wish I could learn how to hip-hop!.
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Music: Radiohead's intoxicating flow of ambient and calming energy.
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The best way to drift off is with Portishead. Visions come thro my eyes, brain and soul. I'm living in a movie, and the movie is living me.
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I must take credit on my sleeping patterns. For sure, they are my masterplan for life.
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Kuuluud <3
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Sa pole hull, ja ja ja. Sa pole hull, ja ja ja. Sa pole hull.
Translation:
Yer not crazeh, yes yes yes. Yer not crazeh, yes yes yes. Yer not crazeh.
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I do not love alcohol, as I used to.
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I do not love alcohol, as I used to.
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Last two episodes of "Bakemonogatari" to watch. Love it!. Very abstract and different anime. 13 episodes of pure enjoy!.
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Need. To. Sleep.
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Everytime I hear notes any of Nirvana's song, I get chills and goosepumps.
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Goo' ol' sweet dreams comes with Tricky.
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My mind has lost it completely, sometimes I have a slight thought. I sit in darkness and think why all the lights are gone
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Here I am. Only two hours of sleep and my mind is on the race space again. No sleep for several hours now. Hurray for me. >.<
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Good morning hangover. Good night sanity.
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I am officially dead. The hangover is awful.
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Suprise call from someone, who is more than plain friend. Seems that he is famous nao, but I don't care. He still is great!.
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Officially freezing. The whole past few days have been immense and sooo wierd. Strange energies, strange dreams, strange, strange, strange..
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I suck being ill. I suck the illness... how obvious, uh..
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Standing up is like on a stormy sea, only you stand in one spot and everything else is moving around u, strange, the energies are..
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I lost my glasses and I have NO idea, where I put them. Mother suggested to call to them. Hm, if I only could recall the number!.
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New Estonian the most viewed comedy series prize wins "Eesti Otsib Superstaari". I mean it!. O.o
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The winter has arrived through my blue room walls and taken place instead of the all living.
