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Monkey was right.

I do cry secretly.

Because I can't let no one see one weakness of mine,

because it is Warrior thing you know.

Some have said before,

why do you suffer in silence?.

I need to, I have to, this is how I work.

In silence. In secrecy.

So no one would ever know that I actually feel more than people may ever realize.

That I need to be strong not only for the sake of my own existence,

but for those, who are counting on me,

since I have made so many bad mistakes,

since so many have been disappointed in me,

since I have been a fool and hoping that this is not too late

to fix things right...